I feel now, and have felt for some time, that I should quit cannabis. Let it be recorded and affirmed that my usage has oft become a hindrance to my well-being and best interests. In the best instances, I experience only a mild lift; in the worst instances, I experience anxiety, discomfort, and extremely negative thoughts. In all instances, I am blunting my mental capacities. A sad reality: large swaths of my social life are highly mediated by marijuana (mostly to the detriment of these relationships). I confess feeling fear in making this proclamation, although I speak with a clear mind and clear conscience. I write in hopes that this testament may weigh upon me, and provide a reference point for loved ones who may cite it when attempting to counsel me on my usage.
Distortionary Dialogues